Sad in the darkness Where I feel that nothing matters; the place that I want to escape Is a dark, cold and lonely hole. In there you feel empty and dead like a body without soul (just flesh and bones). Without a purpose to live a humans can only exist, that is what I am, a living dead, that move and talk because if.
Some days I just want to ended, stop my crying and my heartbeat…Fucking the loneliness and kissing the death. The true is that it is difficult to figure out, That the monster you want to butcher is a part of you, nothings is perfect and we have to understated, Learning how to live with the good part of us and with the sad and dark part also.
Some people may call it ADOLESCENCE, perhaps it is. But feeling like you don’t care to anyone as you're not understand, Sense a Emptiness and desperation can make difficult even walk.
Today I THINK I know what I want and I going to fight for it, My new goal is do wherever I want to make me happy and feel good in my own skin. I will help the people because I love then and just can’t see then sad and hurt, that is me and a going to kick ass doing that.
One day, maybe one day, I could finally have a person to love and pamper all day long.
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